Lately, I’ve entered the phase of my life where I am starting to question everything – religion, the future, my beliefs, and on a broader scale, life. A friend of mine got me thinking about the latter, when he brought up the question of what the purpose of his (or anyone else’s) life could be. Are we all just meant to study, pursue higher education, find a job, get married, have kids, work until you cannot any further, grow old, and die?
My question is… Is the idea of a life like that really so bad?
We live in a world where so many don’t live past their mother’s womb, where so many pass away much too early, and those of us who had the privilege of knowing them, always comment, “They were so young… had their whole lives ahead of them!” While the persistent use of this phrase might make those using it seem detached, and the saying might lose its meaning after a while – this doesn’t make the sentiment any less honest.
They did have their whole lives ahead of them. And indeed, so do we.
My life might consist of just school, work, marriage, kids, and death. To many, this might not be enough. Having dreams and aspirations is a wonderful thing, but a lot of people, in their paths to achieving these goals, often lose sight of what is really important – those you love, and more importantly, those who love you. At the end of the day, after we get done trying to save the world, all of us have a home which we find ourselves in. I know there is no other way I would want to end my day with than relaxing with my loved ones. While being successful is a nice feeling, it is the seemingly little things in life (like family and kids) which will give us the greatest pleasure.
As for the purpose of our lives, I think anyone’s purpose is to make the world around them a little bit better than it was when they entered. I don’t mean the entire world – not even Gandhi could achieve such a feat – but rather, your immediate world, the people and places you interact with on a daily basis. If you make even one person’s life a little bit better, for however long, I think your presence in this world has been completely justified.
I’m one of those people who gets neurotic about school. I will freak out after an exam, because I will convince myself I’ve completely bombed it. And the times when I get an A on tests, I’m ecstatic. This feeling of happiness lasts a day at most. But I still remember the time when a friend of mine told me my words made him feel better, or when someone told me my being there gave them the strength to move on from a tough period in their life. So on and so forth.
Tangible goals and achievements fill us with feelings of great pride and happiness, but at the end of it all, none of these mean anything if you don’t have someone to share it with. A promotion at work would make you happy, but the amount of happiness you feel due to this promotion can easily be measured. But try measuring the absolute bliss you feel when the guy or girl you’re in love with tells you they love you for the first time. Or the pride that fills your chest when your son or daughter takes their first step, or utters their first word. Try measuring the satisfaction you feel when you’re 80 and the guy or girl you fell in love with when you were 20 is still by your side.
People aren’t remembered for how many awards they got at work or the amount of money remaining in their bank accounts. They’re remembered for how they made others feel, for being a good son/daughter, a loving husband/wife, a caring father/mother, a great friend, etc. So if all my life consists of from now is work, marriage, and kids – I will be utterly thankful. Because so many don’t get a chance to experience any of those things.
In the end, people don’t love us because we’re special. Rather, we’re special because a few people love us so much, in spite of the way we are. As long as my life is spent with those few people, I think it will be a life worth living. And if I become successful in the meanwhile, that would just be an added bonus.